I’ve been busy busy busy working this week…and even though I haven’t exercised for even half a second (blah), it’s all worth it because I get to spend the weekend with some fantastic friends.
My packed lunches have been incredible if I do say so myself. Satisfying my every want and need – sweet, savory, crunchy, creamy – you name it, I packed it.
It’s all about options people.
The main ingredients in these Heart Thrive cookies were oats, brown rice syrup, brown rice flour, rice bran, natural fruit juices, and lots of dried fruit (cranberries, plums, apples, pears). But what I tasted above all else was the orange peel. It was definitely the dominant flavor, even above the cranberries. Now. While I don’t love citrus, I do like the combo of orange and cranberry. The “cookies” reminded me of my favorite bagel flavor from Noah’s (which is now discontinued). However, I do take issue when such a strong flavor presence exists without it’s name in the title. This should definitely be called orange cranberry, because it was a bit of a shock to my system. As I was sipping coffee, the last taste I was expecting was orange peel. Maybe for those who enjoy citrus, this isn’t a big deal, but wasn’t in the mood. Naturally I finished both, because even though they weren’t what I expected, they were still good. But just in case the Heart Thrive people are reading this, maybe a rename is in order.
Like the other Heart Thrive cookie I reviewed, this one was more bar-like than cookie-like, with a very dense and oaty taste.
Knowing the Heart Thrives wouldn’t satisfy my sweet tooth, I packet a true dessert as well. Holy. Vegan. Moly. This vegan fudge has such a subtle coconut flavor but is mostly pure delicious chocolate…with a cranberry coconut accent. Now THAT’S how I like my cranberries 😉
My crunch was in the form of a salad beast with spinach, apples, bell peppers, and raisins.
And as usual, hummus, carrots, pretzels, and an apple rounded out my work food.
When I got home, I was completely exhausted. I had no motivation to cook and I ignored every pre-made dinner option I had prepared over the weekend. So frustrating. I really want to (need to) figure out a way to satisfy myself after work without succumbing to my crappy cravings.
This week, it seemed like when I got home from work I wanted nothing more than garbage. And while I don’t like depriving myself of what I truly want, if there’s no nutritional value in it, I have a hard time not feeling guilty after eating certain things.
This is what I had (times 3…maybe more…I lost count).
I’m being honest here, this didn’t please me. I pride myself on my Type-A-plan-ahead nature, and yet, I still raided the pantry upon stepping foot in the apartment (despite having stocked the fridge with tupperware upon tupperware full of quinoa, brown rice, roasted veggies, and fresh produce). I may be a bit hard on myself, given my first 12 hour shift since May (!!) was on Monday, and it’s that time of the month (TMI?), but still. I want to be proactive in getting to the root of the issue because I don’t want to make this a habit.
Another thing that I’m mindful of (maybe overly so?), is that returning to work also marks a significant change in my workout routine. These past few months have been especially great for me fitness-wise. I’ve have nothing but ample time to work out – doing whatever I want, however often I want, and whenever I want. Returning to nursing, while long anticipated, is still a change that I know I’ll have to adjust to…
Being a perfectionist, I’d love to have an easy breezy transition without any disruption to my healthy lifestyle. But, I suspect that might be a bit unrealistic. As far as expectations go, I’m going to try and be practical, and approach my new schedule like the scientist biology geek that I am.
What do you do to solve a problem? Find and fix the cause.
So before I jump to any conclusions, or make any grand statements about big changes in store for myself, first and foremost I’m going to give myself some time to try a few things. Clearly one week of work is not enough time to determine if this is a true trend or if I’m just in one of my carb craving phases. Lord knows, I have weeks on end that I can’t get enough produce, so it may just be a quickie food rut.
And I’ll work from there…
I am making a conscious effort here (and writing this post is a good healthy reminder) to cut myself some slack. Nobody goes from one job to the next effortlessly, and going from no job at all is an even more drastic change…right? I wish I had a timeline. I wish I had it all plotted out. But life is dynamic, not static, and you have to roll with it.
Please note, the fact that I’m coming home and eating crap has nothing to do with my hunger. I don’t arrive home starving because look at everything I bring to work!
On this particular day, my pre-packed eats included oats-in-a-jar.
I’m not especially passionate about OIAJ and here’s why. I like planning out my bites. I want to make sure my last bite of oats has everything in it to be “the perfect” bite (meaning a little bit of everything). Eating out of a jar is great because it ensures not a drippity drop of nutbutter is wasted, but it makes it hard to see your food. Clearly this makes my ingredient-to-bite distribution a bit more difficult to assess. I’m such a freak.
This peanut butter jar had oats, almond milk, chia seeds, raisins, coconut flakes, and NuNaturals vanilla stevia.
For lunch I had a huge tupperware of quinoa, squash, spinach and dried cranberries.
I know you can’t tell the true size of things in these photos, but this dish contained about half a pumpkin’s worth of squash and at least 1 cup of quinoa. I also poured nooch on top. Mmmm…Such a great combo. I think quinoa, squash, and dried fruit is one of the best food trifectas around. Add in spinach, and it goes from above average to stellar. I freakin’ love spinach – just call me Popeye!
My snacks included the usual bars, apples, and carrots…plus the roasted pumpkin seeds yielded from the pumpkin I used in my lunch.
These seeds were roasted for 20ish minutes with cooking spray, salt and pepper. Simple and delicious.
The Mango Maca flavor PranaBar was as good as I expected, but probably not my favorite flavor. It had more nut chunks than the other Supercharger PranaBars. I don’t have anything negative to say about this flavor, but I have come to hold these bars to higher standards than other brands. Straight up, they are just the best around.
On that note, I’m off to pack for San Francisco! So excited to meet everyone 🙂